Unfortunately, I may be unsuccessful in this pursuit. I have 500 other things I should be doing right now, but I can't bring myself to do any of them, because watching the baby sleep is infinitely more satisfying than housework of any variety. I figure that I should enjoy these days because they will be given to me in a limited supply, not only because she is growing so fast, but also because I am already half way through my maternity leave. I am really struggling with the idea of having to go back to work, I never thought the decision to return would be so difficult...it's a good thing I made the choice before I left the office in the first place. I am also worried about who I'm going to leave her with on Wednesdays, I'm just going to keep praying that God would lead me to the person/place McKenna is supposed to be with. This all is much harder than I thought it would be, I am more attached to this little person than I realized was possible.

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Feel your pain, Linds! I will be praying for a peace of heart and mind and specifically for the person on Wednesdays. let me know if there is more I can pray for. : )
ok...she's so cute...I can't wait to meet her!!
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